End of the one week holiday. Been quite a chill out week where books are always 2metres away from me for most of the times. Only completed most of my work except java today.

Juz played my way through, sometimes i wonder if i went a little overboard on the playing. Well what has passed has passed. Let tml be a fresh new day where i really work.

Its pretty scary, im starting to lose contacts with the people i know, my sec frens, JC frens, good frens, gal frens. Is everybody changing or am i the one who is changing.

Is it the inevitable for seperation and drifting away from each other??? Or is it the fact that i aint putting much effort in contacting everyone and communicating?

Guess that im pretty much used to the fact that people always approach me more than i approach them.

Juz to tell everyone that i haven forget about anyone of u all, plz dun forget me too.

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Im in a period of soul searching. Searching for wat?????? u might ask. the truth is that im not sure.

I just feel that sometimes theres isnt anything to look forward in life. There seem to be no purpose to live each day. Life juz seems to be a fast moving picture, without the colours and sounds. Everything seems to appear "black & white".

My life aint as melodious or as colourly as it was. Something is missing and im desperately seeking for it.

Im still searching.......searching......

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