I used to lose crosses in the past till one point where i decided that i shall treasure it.

It has been with me though thick and thin. I wore it even till the hook broke. Thats where and how it dropped. Cause i tied the two end of the strings together and somehow it became lose and dropped. haiz i missed it badly, somehow i feel a piece of me is missing. Heart ache.

sch was short today. 50 mins. onli three guys came, asri, chinyong and me.
back to java basics and mr lim came again to speak.

My name was flashed on the screen, i came in top 10% for my course in semester 1. Damn it. I didnt want ppl to know my results. I was somehow happy cause i nvr got such "gd" results before. The last time being when i suddenly took over the regular top 2 and 3 finisers in my class to come in 2nd in primary 4. Got a book prize aft tat.

Now i believe this would cause rivalries and ppl will see me in a diff eye. I dun want tat, im juz and ordinary person. I dun want ppl to see me as their rivals. Dun like the feeling. Ofcourse this would furthur pressurise me. I always study last min and i dun know how long can i last doing so. This semester is going to be so much harder.

Well , went out with chinyong, waileng, jess, ying X 2, hui juin and oon cheng. Was supposed to go bishan intially, oh well.

While the girls ate we went shopping for clothes. Just walked and wondered around. While we were at the end of our shopping trip, the girls were still eating. Can see how much they can talk abt huh lol. ooops musnt let them see it.

Moses, yuyuan and cheewei came later for dota too. Played one round before returning home with chin yong. Had home cooked meal together, lol.

Went for guitar as usual. Got into the nyp pals room. Guess i didnt gave a gd impression. I dun give gd first impression if u know. PPl always say i got the dao look.

Alvin kept pushing me forward to be part of it. lol but really appreciate him for tat, hope it works out.

Tml i plan to go sch study, anyone care to join sms me.


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